| Location | Gateshead |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 02/09/2005 |
| Date of Death | 02/09/2005 |
| Visitors | 711 since 02/09/2008 |
| Creator |
My Little Angel born asleep on 2 September 2005
From the moment I found out I was pregnant there were bundles of joy in my heart it was my dream come true a little girl of my own to love and to cherish.
I was on cloud nine while preparing for that special day and with all the special moments that we shared together kicking, talking and the singing there's no feeling like it in the world!!
Here's your favourite song Ellie mae:
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
How I wonder where you are
Up above the world so high
Like a diamond in the sky
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
How I wonder where you are...
Our time together was short but precious and I'll never forget holding you in my arms, your always with me wherever I go whatever I do you are my shinning star who will be in my heart forever.
Born Asleep - by Unknown Author
“Born Asleep" - such a beautiful phrase,
Always touches me to the core.
The broken cries of a Mother's heart
When it just can't take anymore.
I open my heart, one Mum to another,
So you never lose your hope,
That although it gets no easier,
I promise you'll learn to cope.
Remember your Angel is sleeping
In a world much kinder than ours
And will always be there to hold your hand
Even in your darkest hours.
My own little Angel will keep an eye,
And play with yours in their park.
But you must find your love and strength,
And feed your own little spark.
You'll never be alone my friend,
I will always understand.
If the tides loom up to swallow you,
Just reach out and grab my hand.
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baby girl.
hey baby girl,
its been about a month since i last spoke to you,
im getting better arent i? less crying and talking to you more.
i miss you baby girl , everyday i would of loved to have to still here with us, taking you to the park your first day of big school would of been one i could not of missed but you couldnt share that with us, cause you left just that bit to soon. I know i have not seen you in a while, your going to tell me off arent you.
well i promise you im going to come and see you, i will bring some flowers too, cause i really think its time for some new ones off your big jade :)
well lets think .. some family news :\ not much lately really , craigs daughter is due soon, i know your going to be watching over them; just like you watch over us. Your mammys very happy lately, shes helped me alot today. even though shes away , and when im next down i will give you a kiss from her. cause i know she cant see you very often now she lives very far away, but she will never forget you.
I still think about you alot, just thinking about how life would be different if you were here, i would have that little girl i always wanted to take shopping and do her hair, i always wanted that with you. hope your behaving up there, no naughty business and i mean give us some sun lately, i see you in the sky everynight, that biggest twinkling star!
love you baby girl xxxxxx
abit late.
hi ellie,
i havent been on in a while, and i have just been thinking about you.
your a big girl now, 4 years old.
growing up so fast in heaven.
if your looking down you have realised im having a tough time atm, crying and all that, it would off been nice to have you herejust to help take my mind off things.
Things have changed alot lately, your mammys so happy now. I hope you're proud? Its took alot for her to be this happy. Eve though she lives in bristol now and won't be able to see you alot, she will always love you . i will try and visit cause i know if you were still here we ould of been together constantly.
i miss you an love you xxxx
A Grandmother's Tears
Dear Lord creator of all things
You gave us a granddaughter,
A gift from heaven,
But you took her back again so soon,
Before we had a chance to know her.
Dear Lord, my baby is crying for her baby.
You gave us a daughter,
A gift from heaven,
Many years ago,
And let us keep her until she became a mother.
Give me so much love that I can comfort her,
So much strength that I can help her to bear this pain,
And so much fiath that we can all keep believing in your infinite love xxx
How Do I Say Goodbye?
How do I say goodbye when I didn't get to say hello?
I want so bad to keep you how do I let go?
I have many dreams, so much love I want to share,
There's nothing I can do, why is life unfair?
You're my perfect angel, I dreamed you long ago,
I got to hold you for a while
And it breaks my heart to let you go.
The pain and confusion I feel inside
I cannot explain, I cannot describe.
God will rock you in your cradle
And watch you as you sleep.
I will love you in my heart it's all I get to keep.
You are blessed my child, you're in heaven above
You'll never be alone,
You have Mummy and Daddy's love.
Hush my little baby, you need never cry,
You were always wanted, I wish you didn't die.
You'll be my sunshine in the daylight
And the brightest star at night
Reach for God's hand and go to the light
I would rather endure the pain of losing you right now
Than the thought of you suffering through life.
We'll get through somehow
I was blessed to have you briefly,
Even though I have to let you go.
I wish I knew the reason, but I guess I'll never know.
xxx
sweetdreams little girl
Dear Sweet Mommy:
I thought I would let you know that I still love you so much. I miss hearing your heartbeat. I miss your rubbing me, and patting me and talking softly to me as I grew not only under your heart but in your heart too. I know you would be a good mom. I know we would have played games and ate delicious treats. I know you did everything you could to help me achieve my dreams. I was so looking forward to growing up and getting into all things that babies normally do. I was so looking forward to having you rock me and hold me, hug me and kiss me. I was so looking forward to all the plans we made. I know you wanted all of that too. But mommy, don’t worry about me now. Don’t be sad for me! I went from the warm darkness of your tummy into heaven’s bright glory. I am now in God’s loving hands. The soft sweet words I hear now are God’s. I am soothed by the sound of angel wings and sleep with my head in the clouds. I wait patiently for you with all that have gone before me. But Mommy, know that I will be fine and I want you to be fine too! I know you miss me as I miss you; but weep no more. 'I am the thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow, I am the sunlight on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn’s rain. When you awaken in the morning’s hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quite birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night.” And mommy, I see good things coming to you and daddy in the future – a wonderful life filled with love and laughter. Although I can’t be with you now, I know we will be together in eternity. Dear, Sweet Mommy, don’t be sad. So you will know that I am with you always, every time you find a penny or coin on the ground, know that I put it there for you to find – so you will know that I am thinking of and missing you too.
I will mind my manners. I will play nicely. I know that I will be missing you as much as you are missing me. I love you.
Until me meet again.
Your little baby.
This Tribute Is For This Weekend
Candles will be lit on Sunday.
My computer is running very slow at the moment
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God saw you getting tired
And a cure was not to be.
So he put his arms around you,
And whispered "Come to Me".
With tearful eyes we watched you,
We watched you fade away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard working hands now rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us
He only takes the best.
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Life is but a stopping place,
A pause in what's to be,
A resting place along the road,
To sweet eternity.
We all have different journeys,
Different paths along the way,
We are all meant to learn some things,
But never meant to stay.
Our destination is a place,
Far greater than we know,
For some the journey's quicker,
For some the journey's slow.
But when the journey finally ends,
We'll claim a great reward,
And find an everlasting peace,
Together with the Lord.
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Little did we know that morning
God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you did not go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
You left us peaceful memories,
Your love is still our guide.
And though we cannot see you,
You are always by our side.
Our family chain is broken
And nothing seems the same.
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
FOR YOU MY DARLING
CRIMBO,CRIMBO,THAT MEANS SANTA IS COMING
ELLIE MAE,THINKING OF YOU AT THIS TIME OF YEAR,
HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD ONE,WITH YOUR FRIENDS UP THERE IN HEAVEN MISS YOU
GRAN JEAN XXXXX
Have A Good Weekend Everyone
This Tribute Is For Friday Got Busy Day Tomorrow
Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
... I'm there inside your heart
I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets, too
... I'm with you every night
I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
... I'll still be there for you
And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
... Forever
If Roses grow in Heaven,
Lord please pick a bunch for me
Place them in my Loved One’s arms
And tell them they're from me
Tell them I love and miss them
And when they turns to smile
Place a kiss upon their cheeks
And hold them for awhile
Because remembering them is easy,
I do it every day
But there's an ache within my heart
Because I am missing them today...
Although death has separated us physically,
Faith and love have bound us eternally.
Though we cannot see you,
We know you are here.
Though we cannot touch you,
We feel the warmth of your smile,
As we begin a new chapter in our lives.
Today we pause to reflect upon
Those who have shaped our character,
Molded our spirits and touched our hearts.
May the lighting of this tribute be a
Reminder of the memories we have shared,
A representation of the everlasting
Impact you have made upon our lives.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
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